Eleven

Days under quarantine: 31. Wow. 

Lunch: leftover dumpling soup. I've also taken to drinking coffee again, mostly the instant stuff sometimes as many as two packets a day. 

Dinner: Patty melt. Good and easy but also sad because now I've finished the jar of cornichons. 

Mood: meh. Not interested in anything recently, including thesis and GA work. Not sure how to keep myself motivated, most of the time all I'm feeling is a looming sense of dread that this is all going to shit. Got a batch of film back, kinda depressing to look at past travels and gatherings. I hate myself so much these days. 

P.s. not even doing my skincare routine these days even though I just replenished a bunch of things that are running out. I can't stick to anything. 

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